take a deeep breath...

Do u smell it???

sigh... its been the 2nd week of a 7-day-extended-hrs-peak...

my peak has officially kicked-start. the pain is slightly more short-lived than the CD team, but more lonely.. most of the times, my team consist of me, myself n I.
Left to fight the world alone...worst feeling ever...

sank into a bout of depression last thurs... for no apparent reason... juz felt.. depressed. couldn quite explain why also... juz the feeling of emptiness when u wake up to another working morning, not knowing wat to do....dun feel like gg to work, bt yet u have to bcos u have alr missed the deadline.. and yet u know u are not up to meeting the standards and expectations... but then nooone s blaming or critising u for nt meeting the deadline...so actually ur depression doesn come from ur boss stressing u... neither do u have a nasty client... it was juz a sudden feeling of depression as u walked alone in the dark alley to the cabbie n the tear tt triggered down which proved it.

we call it the audit syndrome.

but a good night's sleep worked wonders for the sad soul. was up bright n early the next day n all ready to conquer the world. but still, without full time guidance, the lonely soul had its limitations. so fri night was spent at HOKKAIDO n a boat of fish was consumed, downed w turquila 7. :) pics up ltr when i get the cable back from office :)

V left. our group's down 1 again... i think everyone else has a gg concern problem. i faced it last thursday too...

think: do i wan2 work 8 hrs a day EVERYDAY?
or do i wan2 slog 12-15 hrs everyday for half a yr?

i aso dunno. tts y i m still hanging ard here :)
bt audit really gives me an adrenalin rush n it feels great when i m in control. Times like now, where i dun feel like i m in control, the adrenaline rush s juz nt there n that leaves a hole for depression to sink in.

bt am feeling better already. the pain shd be ending soon.. i *HOPE*. come march, i ll be at my FAVORITE jobs :) less one irritant :)
the sun is getting brighter :) *hopefully* :)
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ok... back to something more interesting :)

at a shop of a dearest fren, whereby goods are sold in thousands of dollars ---
customer : "do u guys accept credit cards?"
salesman1: " we DID!!"

*** so the shop now only accepts CASH or NETS***
ahahahahaha!! so hilarious can?!!!!!!

the same salesman again..over the phone w another man ---
man : "hey so u coming today?"
salesman1: "yes! i came!!"
*** so he din hav to go anymore***
ahhaahahahaha!!!!!! i can pengz laughing at all these silly english jokes he makes outta himself EVERYDAY!!! :) :)
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cheer up! we encounter jokers everyday! :)

gonna zzzz n wake up to another working day tom... sianzzzzzz... i m getting S$200 more .. but y do i feel tt i m being overexploited????