thick skinned me

didn want to blog actually...the past 2 weeks has been a mad rush for things to get done, I even stopped replying smses =) sry to those whom i did nt reply/was late in replyg =)

was juz readg thru my previous entries and remembered tt i mentioned sthg abt myself getg more n more thick skinned!! haha....so i decided to add on!!

this afternoon, was scurrying around my client's office Scurrying - cos walking wld waste too much time...hence imagine this ah lao/lao pok scene: auditor rushing ard the office to get from dpt to dpt in order to speak to different ppl...and juz yesterday, while i turned into a corner, i almost bumped head on into a man...luckily i braked in time!!! =)

anyways, as i was saying, i was scurrying ard the office in my SLEEVELESS-cut-in top....bumped into the HR mgr who asked me, "you NOT cold ah???"
ME, "urm...**noticed tt the HR mgr was wearing a coat** NO.."
HR mgr, "then u muz be thick skinned!!!!"
ME; "**smile**" and continued to head towards my destination....HAHAH

SEE!!!! thick skinned till I din even feel COLD!!!! hahaha.....no la.....i din feel cold cos my heart was beating super fast cos i was feeling spidery abt the deadline la....AND plus I was SUPER AGITATED w tt BITCH la!!!

so the super tight deadline PLUS the super bitchy bitch are the cause for the constant heat tt i am radiating nowadays...I am not kidding...the bitch juz makes my BLOOD BOIL....literally!! juz yesterday, the stupid bitch pissed me off.....and i asked wendy to touch my arms....they were HOT lor....I DUN udst why someone trained in commerce CANT EVEN DO A CASH FLOW STATEMENT!!!!!!!! HELLO!!!!! I learnt tt while I was in my FIRST year in NTU!!! (and i was ONLY trained for THREE years!! and i am only half the bitch age) tmd!!! super INCOMPETENT la!!!! and stil dare to complain abt the quality of audit wrk nowadays!! bth!! go n die la!!

and everytime we want to get sthg frm tt BITCH, it'll juz produce some SLOPPY wrk n end up we hav to CHECK the work n eventually do it ourselves (IF u cant give us quality wrk, then dun giv us super tight deadline and dun expect us to meet ur super tight deadline la!)

AND juz today, mng to get sthg (a rental agreement) tt i requested (since LAST WEEK, mind you)...
when i asked for it last week, the bitch referred me to another person....BUT the other person (lets call him B) told me its with the bitch...so i went back to the bitch to ask for it and it told me its w the other person.... 2 different persons, 2 different departments....so i had to walk to n fro AND STILL DID NOT GET MY thing!!!

bcos my rental amt is less than the GL amt (beyond comfort level), i had to go back to B this morning to try my luck n see if he has the agreement (you know sometimes when u misplace something, u might find it some other day kinda thing??)...he told me again it s w da bitch....so i told him tt the bitch says its w him.....so he was actually qt nice abt it n say' "aiyah, i go w u la.."

YIPPEE!! finally dun hav to rush here n there....also dunno who s telling truth (BUT u can roughly guess who is lying nw right??!!!) to think tt i was actually VERRRRRY polite when i asked for the agreements..
ME, "my rental amt is less than ur GL amt..i was thinking...maybe.. there are some agreements that you haven given me???"
BITCH, "ok....you must tell me what u want what..."

**feeling VERRY ANGRY, bt i can also be chio bin hor too...somemore the WHOLE acc dpt sits tgt in a room..so they cld hear me...n i made sure i was speaking LOUD n CLEAR, so they cld hear EVERYTHING i said....****

ME' " *smiling of course* but the amt i HAVE is LESS than what u have in your GL wat, tt means there are some things you haven given me, so HOW WLD I KNOW what i want right?? *flashes a SMILE*"

LOGICAL right?!! u dun need to be commerce trained u also know this logic la!!! fucking hell!! if my amt is less than urs means u nv give me a complete set of the agreements la!!! so how wld i know what i want!!!???

anyway, we went thru wat i have ONE by ONE (waste time only) n then it started producing things tt wasn given to me earlier...INCLUDING the one tt it said was with B.... (i ALMOST wanted to slap it n say "u told me B has this last week!!!!!" but i kept my mouth shut....regretting it now leh......!!!! shd hav juz slammed it str in the face la!!

anyway "tell me what u want" is the bitch favorite phrase n i ve gotten sick of hearing it....sometimes it juz uses the phrases ILLOGICALLY....brainless freak...not juz incompetent, but brainless as well....

initially i din wanna offend it... bt as the weeks passed, i really cldn take it anymore....i think i am getting a beeeeeeet rude towards the bitch la....spotted a mistake yesterday and i juz went into it's cubicle n said, "there are some mistakes in this *holds up the SLOPPY piece of wrk (the draft financial statement) it had handed me earlier**.."

normally, i wld have given the person mian zi n say it in a nicer manner like "can i chk w u how u got this?" but no...i was sooo damn pissed tt i juz cant be bothered anymore.....juz be GL str in the face.....BUT of cos i was SMILING when i said tt *smirk smirk* think it ll feel like slapping me la...bt i dun care!

anyway, it was wrapping presents for the DND (this coming saturday).....i dun think tts sthg tt u shd spend time on when u are carrying out an audit....especially if u cant hand us quality wrk...why dun u spend more time on producing quality stuffs for us???? bth!!

think my life is kinda sad.....pissed @ someone yet stil gotto put up w it cos i stil have to work with him/her....its not good to suppress the anger u know.....it wld be gooood if i could scream straight into his/her face.. urgh! think i ve nv complained sooo much in my whole entire life, n has nv scolded so much TMD in my entire life! (wendy was the 2nd person who expressed shock when she heard me say tmd.....hahaha....ONCE AGAIN, tmd is NOT THAT vulgar wad..)

gonna go back to wrk.... =( think i am progressing verrrrry slowly....mgr coming dwn at 9am tom morning...

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chose PURPLE cos it looks venomous (is there sucha word) n portrays my anger rt now....can KILL somebardy alr...