the life

I am not going to rave about the looong hours I ve had lately. but rather, the future I am paving for myself viz this seemingly no-life life this year.

The motion-operated lights outside my 'cave' - the little room in the office that houses about 20 seniors turned off and the outside was pitch dark suddenly. Gives you an idea how late it was last night when I was STILL in office *_*

my colleague's bf gave her a call at 10+ pm and told her he will only wait untill 12am. She pleaded for some grace time for him not to lock her out of the house... and so he agreed to wait till 1am. no. more.

At 1230am when the work seemed impossible to finish, she asked for another 30 min grace and his reply was curt - ok. if u reach at 1.31am, then u sleep outside.

then the colleage of mine went "DIEEEE~!!! nex time noone want to marry me already!!!!!!" :(

and we went on yadahing side by side, fingers furiously punching the lappie.

thats the future this career is paving for us who have heavy jobs right now... a future to no frens, no time and no health...

did i tell u my weight plummetted by 3kg since Feb?

as much as I enjoy my work scope and the companionship of my fun and youthful colleagues, I feel the pace is too exciting for me to carry on for another coupla years.

I want to spend time with my family and boyfriend. I want to jio the girls out for a cuppa to catch up on each others' lives. I want to resume to my free weekends days and slot in some evening shoppings or dinners. I want to carry on baking - the oven has not been in use since last Dec. I want to sew a bean bag for the car. Want to keep a dog. Want to paint my nails. Want to sleep at 10pm.

I promised dee dar that I would give him my saturday to go do some essentials shopping for our dive trip and to go churching. But in the end had to go back to office.

hence i was unable to choose my unique diving mask which he had sweetly intended to buy for me so that he could identify me in the water.. :~(

sighzz...

kinda miss the normal life..

***please give me a normal job that pays me ok to finance my needs and some wants and allow me time to spend with everybody***

i m gg back to work as the stupid OTHER boss has been bugging and chasing me :( :( I hate it absolutely when I cnnot meet everyone's needs. It feels as if I am working tooo slowly. sighzz....